There comes a time in life when birthdays stop being fun and start being mildly terrifying. Mine was three days ago and its rough. It was hard enough being in my mid-twenties, but I am not emotionally prepared to be almost thirty. So, feeling a mix of dread, resignation, and a decent amount of fake it ’til I make it, here’s a K-pop playlist for when the day of your birth is no longer marked by parties but an annual existential crisis.